The following was a post on the website, Wrongplanet. Everybody on there is already arguing and debating whether this post is a good description of Aspies and NT's. Really though, it was a good thought provoking post to say the least. The poster goes by the name of Grefas. Here is the link:
Every aspie in the world wants to crack the code of social
interaction. Everyone seeks a tip. Everyone gives a tip. Some want to be
accepted by NTs, some even want to "look like" NTs! I don't understand. Or maybe
I understand but let's start from the beginning.
I live and study in
Greece where nobody knows about Asperger except of the members of a couple of
small groups and the fans of southpark of course! Since I was a child I was
trying to understand others' behavior through logical assumptions and
experience-based deductions. Now that I became older I finally understood! There
is no way to explain human behavior by logic. End of story! No tips , no method,
no code.. Social interactions are the most absurd thing there is.. so no "fit
in" there for us my friends.
But as a young man, stubborn and fearless I
managed to rationalize some aspects of social life. I managed to fit in and I
had all the time to observe, test and understand the others' behavior. Why do
they do this, why they do that, when they react this way, who reacts this way,
under what conditions.. I will tell you what I finally understood after some
parts of the puzzle completed and then it's your choice whether you want to play
the game or not. But nobody plays a game if they don't like the rules unless
they are unaware of the rules. So I don't understand those who want to fit in
(because if you don't know the rules yet believe me you are not going to like
them.)
So, above all is PRETENDING. Pretending is the basis of human
interaction and relationships. That's NT's way of humor and of dealing with
everyday situations. They pretend to like their colleagues, they pretend to like
you, their boss or anyone else, but underneath that lies the truth. People use
to say that aspies and autistic people tend to see the tree and miss the forest,
NTs tend to see the forest and miss the tree, but I tell you, everyone misses
what's under the tree. And under the tree there is a very complicated and dirty
system of alliances between the members of a group. Pretending is a very useful
technique in making alliances. They don't make friends, they make allies.
Subsequently you will understand why people need alliances.
Another
thing I want you to wonder about is why those people are near you, if there are
any. I tell you, everyone close to you except your family is GAINING something
from you. Their gain is either material, (maybe you have money, maybe they like
the rides with your car, your PlayStation, any material gain) or their gain is
more intangible and it's about power ( if your status is high, you sing well,
you have a cool music group, you are a good hacker, you have a web-TV show about
asperger , you are good looking,
anything that can be useful to them.. for THEIR status) You may be very clever
and you can support them in power issues among the group, whatever..
Do
you see how these two are connected? PRETENDING and PERSONAL GAIN? Let me
explain, if there is anything that people can gain from you, they'll pretend to
like you. That's why there is no pretending for you my "weak" friends and there
is a lot of bullying, because they don't gain a lot from you, or they win more
than they lose by bullying you. Brain is a powerful weapon that is wired to
solve complicated math functions in everyday life and make decisions serving
ones' inner desires. Οne of the strongest inner desire of human beings is gain.
And pretending is their way of serving this desire. But it is not serving only
this desire..
Most males, want power. Power comes from alliances and
alliances come from pretending. But why do they want power? Are we watching some
kind of action movie or playing some kind of game of thrones? No, it's not a
movie, it's what lies beneath the trees and the forest thing. It's real f****
life. Power serves THE most strong human instinct and motive there is,
REPRODUCTION. So males adjust to how females choose their partner. Dominant
females mate with dominant males who have power, which means a lot of allies
which they earn by pretending, and with humor, "bribing" etc. Though it is
possible for a non-dominant male to mate with a dominant, or non-dominant female
but this female will cheat or abandon her partner on her first opportunity of
mating with a dominant one. If she does not and prefer to stick with her high
values of loyalty she's probably an aspie..
You see most NTs don't
realize that they are playing this kind of power game, they are not consciously
doing this. Their nature and instincts force them to play this awful and unfair
game. The rules stink and it's full of lies, deception techniques and they use
to say "that's life". No that's YOUR life f****, that's YOUR nature. This is
obvious because their genes gave them all the skills they need for this kind of
social game. But my genes and your genes don't contain any pretending skills,
any social skills, any intuitive understanding of the social hierarchy.. It's
simple, WE ARE NOT MEANT TO LIVE THIS
WAY.
Because the more I look within myself, the more I
acknowledge one powerful natural tendency of mine. The tendency towards TRUTH
which is the opposite of pretending. You can't go to the opposite direction
because at the end nobody can get away from a theorem that implements on him.
Apart from this, if you go against your nature that's when the "psychological
problems" start to appear.
So instead of struggling to fit in, try to
understand that we are meant to define our own rules which are consequent with
our nature and not to play someone's else shitty game whose rules don't satisfy
our existence. A friend had a very nice thought about our difference with the
NTs. She believes that we are descendants of prehistoric hunters who needed good
observation skills, logic and other traits like loyalty useful to the hunting
while they were leaving the rest of the group doing their social and
hierarchical stuff. So go out "hunting" and meet new situations, new places and
don't compare yourself with NTs and how they live their lives.
FOLLOW
YOUR OWN PATH. WE ARE FROM THE SAME TRIBE!
As depressing as it sounds, people are always looking to use eachother. The bigger issue with the Aspie is that we are always looking for a connection. But in order to do that, it seems we have to conform for what the other person needs and wants. That puts us in a situation that may cause problems. Why should we change just so someone else can like us. NT's do this too. But the world tells people with Autism or Asperger's "Change or we won't accept you." Say goodbye to yourself as you know it if you willingly agree to this demand.
Update: November 24, 7:15 PM. You know, some aspies have to change to. But not to fit in and make people like them for who they aren't. Everyone has to change who they are in order to be viewed as an approachable person. The best way to do this even if you have to fake it.... Smile
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